An answer to the cliche

My latest obsession

If you feel it’s a burden that all my senses are focused only on you, I will leave now
If I made you suffer ’cause I couldn’t control my feelings, I will go now

Leave instead of change?

I was afraid that like a “hook”, you might fly away from my side
I couldn’t say “phew…” and rest even for a day

And me? Have I no fear too?

I didn’t know then that I was hurting you with my foolish obsession
Just know this before you go; that I am a man who only wanted to love you

There is more to love than blind preoccupation

So stupid was I, an idiot, a scumbag who couldn’t even protect you
If you stay beside me ’till the end, you’ll be more heartbroken, you might fall

And so you let me go?

It’s a good thing that someone who will set you free will come to your side, will come to your side
I’m not gonna make any more of trivial excuses, don’t look so sad

You assume I need another.

With my mouth shut, I only wanted to wish your happiness; I am not that man (for you), no
With a puff (of air) in the cold wind; I warmed up your cold hands

When you say that confidently, my heart has already shattered

Deep within my arms, after a year, we had our first kiss
I gave myself to you, I always do

As was mine too. But you failed to notice, you were 

too indulged in your ideas of pain and hurt

Just know this before you go; that I am a man who only wanted to love you
So stupid was I, an idiot, a scumbag who couldn’t even protect you

You never uttered a word, how was I to know?

If you stay beside me ’till the end, you’ll be more heartbroken, you might fall
It’s a good thing that someone who will set you free will come to your side, will come to your side

The person who set me free was you

Thank you for giving me happy memories; you go on and don’t remember, forget everything
Don’t look at me with worried eyes, I’m fine

This is not worry, this is despair

Someday all my heart’s wounds will be cured
Someday I will meet a nice person

You already have, I can see

Forget!

Forget?
Yeah, forget everything and hurry up and go!
Before I change my mind and hold onto you

Then hold on to me..

Out of habit, I might call you without knowing
hello hello hello hello

But you didn't

Missing you crazy, even if I’m at your door, be cold (just ignore me)
Just know this before you go; that I am a man who only wanted to love you

And maybe I was a woman, who only needs to be convinced

So stupid was I, an idiot, a scumbag who couldn’t even protect you
If you stay beside me ’till the end, you’ll be more heartbroken, you might fall
It’s a good thing that someone who will set you free will come to your side, will come to your side

I'm still angry, and hurt.

Forgive  me for not looking you in the eyes.

And wishing you happiness.

Because I wish you'd hurt, at least as much as I do.