| Things I want to do | +ve implications | -ve indication |
| 1) Break up | · No suffocation and commitment · Get rid of insomnia · Getting back my freedom · I need only to think abt myself, not about two people, it gets tiring · I won’t have to do what I don’t feel like doing, eg cooking, meeting him outside my door · I don’t have fake a smile when I see him | · Regret? · What would people think of my religion? · What would his friends say? · Would he be okay? · Would I be okay? · Would there be another person for me? |
| 2) Quit the cooking group | · I get to cook what I want to eat · I don’t have to pretend to like what I don’t like to eat · I can cook sambal more often · I get to save money, coz I know I don’t eat that much | · What would the others say, it’s not like I’m much of a cook either · I get lazy to cook if I’m eating alone · I’ll end up not eating, and snacking more often |
| 3) Going back home this winter | · Family gathering · Recharge my batt | · I already bought the tickets to Italy =( |
| 4) Date Ben =) | · He’s cute · He’s smart · I’ve had a crush on him for 5 years now. Is there a crush that lasts this long? | · He’s got a girlfriend. · I’ve got a boyfriend. · He’s a classic example of stoicism. |
| 5) Slap Firdaus in the face | · He’d snap out of his dreams and actually start to man up · Make Aisyah happier =) | · I can totally relate to his feelings, because I honestly feel the same. Thank god I’m a girl, and I’m not drop dead gorgeous (or I think I’d flirt around too) |
| 6) Tell Cheryl to switch off the lights by 12am | · I get to sleep =) · She gets to sleep | · It’s her freaking room too, she has the rights to study |
| 7) Find out whats going on between a) Farhan and Shappy b) Ili and Nabil c) Fareena n Mr.X | · Juicy gossips! | · It’s really none of my business |
I think I’m really crazy. =)
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